48 hours more

time... i need time...
time... just a little piece of it...

its time.

TxT

Bumble bee: thk u 4 d memories kid. v learnd frm ol of u. wish u hapines in ur chosen road. rest asured, i wil continue journying wd our suffring pipol (tubson t n lng ka, hehe). hasta la victoria, litle bro!

Kid: uh thnx bb, it mean alot. :|

Bumble bee: tnx ka jan, hehe. uhh, 4got to tel u, bawiin mo sariling rebolusyunaryong larawan. it's not 2 late.

Kid: i'm hoping for that tym 2 cum. :)

Bumble bee: it's not heavn sent kid. we work 4 it. & it has a price. each price entails sacrifice.

Kid: then maybe i was just so s2pid that i canot handle that sacrifice for now.

Bumble bee: ur not stupid. ur jaz so afraid to peel-off ur selfishness. u'r almost der, pero ngpasagad ka. kaya sa uban, unta kya pud nimo.

Kid: well as for me, not peeling off the selfishness i hav nd stupidity goes rhythmic or in harmony. watever i am ryt now, i nid to elev8 d material conditions, its a mandatory bb, anywei or anodr i dnt nid flowery words or phrases, i just nid to prove it. not to u guys but also 4 myself. it's a contradiction. n_n

Bumble bee: oh boy, i am not providing u wid unecesari intelectualism. grounded tau. yup, mandatory ang practice 4 elevation of ideo. intrnalyz it kuy.

Kid: salamat. i knw thanking u guys isnt enuf, for evrything u did 2 my lyf. eventhough im a bastard, i left works without consent nd all d mess, ur stil der 2 help.

Bumble bee: kaw nmn, hehe, xmpre dili amo ang reb. ato ni, we knw dili lng kmi ang mga gud sons of d pipol, naa p uban, nid lng tbangan mkaobjctify.

Kid: ok. i got ur point. kuan bb, d nyt is on, myt as well sleep early 4 tmorow's activities. nanayt bb. thx thx. :)

Bumble bee: sacrificing 2day, sacrifice l8r? pareho ra. tr2 hate procrastinating. d world rols on, apas. pr dako ka agi, hehe.

D3

touching lives always make me shiver
like i've been caught by a storm in a winter
it was intended & written in the book of fate
to meet you people & bleat to the heaven's gate:
a plea to be with you until eternity
that we shall be bound together despite other's animosity
take a good grip my dear friends,
there's nothing that could break us if we're only condensed
and for all the things you've done for me,
I have nothing to say but I LOVE YOU rest assuredly

Messages in the Bottle

it's a sneak peek into my world... abas na leng.


JAN 8, 2008
I LOVE YOU! =)
KID!
MANGHUD NAKO! DILI KO DAPAT MA-SAD SEMU PAGHAWA. I KNOW ITS FOR GOOD.
I KNOW YOU HAVE A GOOD HEART. A BIG HEART FOR THE BASIC MASSES. PADAUN SA
PAGLIHOK. DILI UNTA KA KAPUYAN FOREVER. SA TANAN NIMO BUHATON, ALWAYS
LANG JUD REMEMBER "SERVE THE PEOPLE". KANA. JUST BRING THAT PHRASE KUNG ASA
MAN KA MALAGPOT. =) LAB TIKA! YOU KNOW DAT! =)
-ALYMEHN-

Jan. 8, 2008 =)
Hi Kid, 9:53 am
(sa banz)
You're leaving na ugma, and i know daghan kag worries. Usa ra akong ikaingon, "don't worry!" hehe.
We'll take good care of HER.
Balik biya ha?!! We'll miss you, for sure... I-enjoy imong stay didto kid, isulti imong stay didto. Mao
ni atong gipili nga way para makahelp sa people. Unta di nimo na makalimtan. Di magpabuyag didto
ha.. Pwede ka himo ug journal didto daun ipabasa nimo nako pagkita nato puhon? Hehe. Aron mainspire
ko. Aw.
Basta, dugang dasig kauban!
STP-STR!!!
We love you,
-Mamang-
(Bibi Tart)

January 7, 2008
KID! *gitik*
I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK ON YOUR ADVENTURE. AiAW SIGE MAMELS HA. I
PROMISE NA PA KAY DOOR3 NGA ULIAN. GOD BLESS YOU!
I LOVE YOU. =)
-Elan-

KiDMEHN,
wherever you'll go, know that you'll always be here in our hearts. distance, space, time are mere words
or labels that people have used to make living in this world "organized". but we know that we shouldn't
be imprisoned by that. because what we should be doing is living beyond this "organized" world. there is
no distance, space, or time. there is only this one string of events that sum up to life. so live. that's it.
period. just LIVE, in whatever way you think is best for you.
do not just wish for freedom, seek for wisdom as well. freedom will be a disaster without it.
do not just wish for happiness, learn to live with full zest in life and happiness will come along.
build lasting relationships, value loyalty and love. the world will kick our ass, deal with it. there's no way
around it.
& remember always that I love you! =)
-jedimehn-

Kid,
many pipol sed true friends are hard to find, ahw! haha kanta rah? Nwei express hi-way, amping
jud dra olweiz hap? don't wori I'll take care of her, and i-comfort jud nko xa taman skng makaya. Xet!
wa nkoy kdamay! balik bea hap! I will surely miss you. palangga au ka sa Door3 fam kid, palangga kau tika.
-I LOVE YOU SOO SOO MUCH!-
-BINSUI-

Kiddoo,
i LOVE YOU!
taw kid uie, gipahilak jud ko nimu sau sa buntag hap... pero yeko ra kei you deserve my tears... amping
bya permi bebeh ha! always remember nga naa ra si mamy diri for you... happy au q to have you jud... you're
such a blessing for me! dili pod sa magpabuyag kung asa man ka ibutang ni lord ha!! Wish you all the
happiness in life. Stay humble as you are ryt now... Be happy na baby q ha!!! dili cge kaguol sa amu...
God bless you always. =)
Always & forever,
-Mamy Roxy-

Kid,
Ala lang... continue doin good lang guro, wen u ever need me m jzt a txt away... i thank you 4 everything..! oi so much of the drama hehe... bzta kid no matter wat, m olwiz here 4 you.. PROMISE!
WE LOVE YOU KID!!
D3 FOREVER BASH,
-TATAY

Jan. 8, 2008
Kid..
Yaw pirmi ug kaguol ha?
Smile pirme aron bata(kid) olweiz. I hope na makab-ot nimo imong goal. I thank you 4 ur sacrifices.
Love tika.
I look 4ward to your return.
oweiz,
-Biang-

DEAR KIDDO!
I will wRite you in behalf of shane pud.. hehe! Each and eveRyone of us, GReat and small has a puRpose
in this woRld.. and I am moRe than happy that you found youRs... I have always believed in you Kid, in all
things you aRe capable of doing... so, as you paRt ways with us, know that you will alwys have DooR3 to
go home to.
I would also like to extend my deepest gRatitude to eveRything you've done foR me..
God Bless and TAke CARe ALways!
-Myca A.-

KiD,
pisti uy! maglagot lagi ko bah! awh! hehe... huhu... ana man jud ka! bitaw kiddo... happy ko, as in
malipayon kay nag-ila ta. I've never met someone na grabe makasentol na sama nimo... haha... sweet,
thoughtful, & grabe ka caring. I wish I had a little brother like you... hmmm... pero mura man gihapon ka
namo ug baby brother bsa d3 family... anyway pasenxa bati kaayu akong agi. hehe. a iloveyou!
-nanay bem- =)

Kido! Kidie Meal,
Ooh weh! di man ko kabalo asa mag sugod ooe, pro cge sugdan na nko.
Kanang once upon a time i met you, you've been the biggest part of my happy fantastic lyf. g.love tika
dhai from the buttom of my ears, mura na tika brother ahay drama.
Kanang i'm hoping sumday mobalik ka here sa lupang sinilangan ha?? I will mix u gud boy!
-yentot-

sunod nalng ang uban ha natamad nako sulat ug edit.. X_X love you d3!

Stolen

these poems were made by my best bud ian kit "amew" lovete (gahd, i wish i had ur brain cells... stupid genius). i would like to post these in my blog because its my tribute to him for its his birthday today... Happy birthday ian kit.

A Verse Unsung
a line stolen from my song
vows untold and kept for long
every eye stays blind for reality
radiates the curse of eternity
searching across the edge of time
each of the words doesn't seem to rhyme under the tree of life i ponder
never has been my heart put to a sunder
searching for the lost part of my heart
universe is the one that divides us apart
now sing to me the missing piece
go with the feelings that never seize

The Uncertain Love
truth is what makes a thing certain
how can lies be the words given
existing in a world where no one is living
under the abyss of this unusual feeling
now hand me over that bottle
can you drown me and be gentle
everything is unknown when you play
reveals its secrets in a deadly array
tell me the names i say before i sleep
answer the question on who should i keep
insanity freezes my dying brain
now twist it more to drive me insane

leave all your dishonesties behind
offer me truth though its unkind
vicious heart of mind that bleeds
express yourself with honest creeds


Umbwilla
under your smile i am powerless
making you laugh is a thing i can't resist
bothering you makes my mind restless
with a bond of friendship i insist
i told you that smiling is possible
laughter may be considerable
learn to love with all your heart
all those pain will you to a better start

Sa Pagkat Ako Ay Nandito
sa lupang tigang ang takot ay ibaling
at sa hangin, alinlangay ilibing
pusong sawi at puno ng pangamba
awit ng langit, hatid ay pag-asa
gaganti ang ihip ng tadhana
kulog ng tawa, kidlat ng saya
at sa pusong patay na
tila may ikalawang buhay na nadarama
ang napipintong katapusan, hatid ay bagong simula
kaya huwag hapuin ang iyong mata sa pagluha
o kay dilim ng langit na dati'y bughaw
at uulan ng awa sa lupang uhaw
yaman ang bawat luhang idinilig
na nagbalik sa nawawalang pintig
ang tinig ng katotohanan ay siyang daing
ng pusong walang tigil sa kanyang paghiling
damhin ang pag-ibig na sa sayo ay alay
itanim ang buto ng bagong buhay
tulad ng araw na laging sumisikat
oras na ng damdaming tunay at tapat


The Sky in July
tangled with stars she keeps the night
having the heart of undying light
every stars is sprinkled with diamond glitters
spreading heaven's forgiveness to earthly sinners
kneeling upon the star-filled sky
yielding the crescent moon in her palms
in the eyes of the mortal, the goddess so high
now put a rest to my heart that never calms
june will soon be over
undoubtedly you will be there
let's have a date sometime in summer
yet to come is a friendly affair

The Melancholy of Fervil Von Tripoli

I wanted to save my love. i cannot help it, it's hard to rejuvenate from being broke.
I wanted to be strong. i cannot help it, a creampuff will always be a creampuff. you're still a milksop even if make the world tumble down.
I wanted to fulfill my ambitions. i cannot help it, instead of progressing i am regressing. i suffer from deterioration because i lack wisdom, and because i cannot flee from stupidity.
I wanted to gain trust. i cannot help it, it's because i dwell on deceit and malevolence. i am a sinister angel.
I wanted a healthy life. i cannot help it, i live a life whose goal is nothing. aimless because i am a happy-go-lucky person.
I wanted to be a blessing to others. i cannot help it, i am a cursed jinx. i bring nothing but disaster.
I wanted to help others. i cannot do that, i cannot even help myself.

"and it's not easy to be me." -Superman by five for fighting
*kid imagining himself screaming in pain*